SUPER tired. Did some photoshoot today in the studio as well as yesterday before work. MMM super busy because I have an Anatomy lab practical on monday and also an Sign Lang test on tuesday, my photography project is due in a few days and i'm so screwed cuz I have no prints =[!

mmm Haven't done anything exciting lately, going to New Port Richey in a bit just to work on my photography stuff. Just been hanging out with the regs, linh.irvin.jen.danielle.charlie.victor.mikey.gabby and some peeps from lab. I quit my job at the Spa but they keep calling me to work Wed but I'm so fricking busy and tired of them I refuse to pick up. I still work somewhere else... ahhhhhh

anyways going to... do whatever! updates on really random pictures that I took haha

Ohh man don't you get it when you typed out everything and the computer dies on you??!! And when you decide to retype everything you just give up! BLAHH!!

I shall sit here munching on my candy that I stole from little kids trick o treating and type type type! This year has been moving by really fast (I guess every year I say that) the beginning of this year was fun and then it started to go downhill with all the drama and stress that went on. SUCKS! The ending isn't bad but just not what I would call peaceful. I still have to look for a place to live, an car, and new everything (job, life, friends) lmaooooo!

I should really keep blogging daily because I have forgotten everything I wanted to blog about =[! Anyways... this month I went to howl o scream, halloween horror night, a few costume parties, a few midterm tests, photography project, sign language video and movies.

This is a secret. I guess not a secret anymore. but... I told myself I was over it. I made myself get over it but, when I put myself back to the point I guess I'm not. I'm not sure what it is. It's just... the familiar feeling that felt "safe". Not sure what to do but might return to what I once did which helped me forget about it for awhile. I guess I apologize for being such a bitch. I will never fall again like I once have. Especially for you.

some previews pictures. I have tons on facebook and myspace later on

a lot has happened this month and it's just pretty damn crazy
lots of fights, blood, guns

I'm doing so-so in school, not bad but not wonderful. I guess I'm just a bitch when it comes to taking out time and study! I need to start soon because it's already midterm and I need to pick up the slack. I am also in the process of looking for a new car, home and job. STRESSFUL! especially with this family that are such pussies (my bro) who can't pass a fucking permit test and have no goal in his life. He doesn't want to do anything with his life except stay at home and play video games all day and night... I'm sick of it that I kinda wish  he would just fucking.... yeahhhhh go away? I go away? Anything would be good. I'm trying to live and get with life but this stupid asshole is pulling me down because of his selfish "I have nothing I want to do with my life, I'm going to kill myself if you make me go to school" BS!

This month is just a bit crazy (dangerous wise).. at my friend's birthday party earlier this month fights keep popping up outta no where. It got so crazy at the end where everyone apparently got hit or was part of the fight somehow. It got even crazier when the whole reason the fight started was over an guy who has charges from beating up his ex girlfriend.....

Another one was this whole boyfriend has an DUI and we were trying to find where the hell he was that night. He's abusive when he drinks and is just a bit crazy in such a scary way. His girlfriend still wants to be with him still.... AHH

In my photography class we have this female stupid whom is a mother too.. She went to go get milk at Publix about 5 mins from her house and she got held up against her truck by a few black guys with a gun up against her. The guys took her truck and had an high speed chase and ended up crashing into an drug house and the truck caught on fire. She's fine but she still hasn't found the guys yet. She's actually all over the news..

Last night was another fight that went on =_= I wasn't involved but Jen and Danielle and April were. They went to Howl O Scream last night and ended up fighting with another group of trailer trash whom attacked them first. (If you are going to an amusement park in the middle of the fucking night. Expect some bumping and grinding. Don't bitch and attack people because of that) I saw the girls last night to talk and they are all scratched up and Jen got punched in the eye which is very noticeable. There's going to be some lawsuit going on soon so it's going to be interesting. Busch Garden please get ready because you guys need to learn how to deal with this kinda shit instead of tossing them out of the park.

I have work all weekend and I don't want to go!!! I'm looking for a certain car Acura RSX (which I've wanted for awhile) but it's so hard finding any decent one in the fricking Tampa Bay Area =_=!!! Also looking for an one bedroom apartment in the USF area. Ahhh so much money =[! Also gotta plan for some future visiting trips. Going to go to... New York, Atlanta, Houston, LA, San Francisco, Las Vegas, Seattle, Vancouver, Toronto, DC, Disney World, St. Augustine, and wherever else including a cruise!! For the Asia trip... Vietnam, Hong Kong, Seoul, Taiwan, Tokyo, Thailand. I kinda have a feeling that for the summer of next year I'mma start this tour trip thats going on. I may be visiting Seattle again... reason? just because =P Jaebeom??? I kiddd!! maybe... god I want him haha!

This weekend... what is there to do? This weekend there's an "huge" Oktoberfest in Oldsmar/North Tampa which I will be going after work tomorrow. Aren't you excited? Halloween is almost here! Next week is going to be hella packed. I have midterms.halloweenhorrornight.halloweenparties.guavaween it's going to be fun ^_^

If I knew the outcome of some friendships I wouldn't have put in so much of my life in it. I guess everyone would feel that way but damn it annoys me. I put up everything, give up my time and money and even feelings but bitches be a gold digger. It's all good I hope they all feel satisfied.





got milo an little jacket but it seems to be too big for him and whenever he sits he flips over! it's hilarious!

I guess I'm in no mood to really blog but I wanted to post up some pictures. Some times I get really annoyed by... people. ERG